by Rahul Rana
I would like to share an experience of today, while driving the car.
Something has anchored in me , the whole existence is moving around but something in me is unmovable.
I am not moving , I am fixed , I am centred.
This feeling is very very subtle .
This feels like watching the movie from a fixed seat , this awakening is different from my previous experiences.
The one who is fixed , is just there , like completeness, can’t be defined or confined is shape or size. It’s complete in itself or only that exists.
It’s not confined in or out , it’s everywhere, only that exists.
This existence including me and everything around is very intricate Maya , I have experienced it practically today.
It was Brahman, it was not “I” , I was beyond my self , only that quality existed but was not felt by me.
I had tears of ecstasy while writing this. Thank you beloved HH for pushing me In , all these experiences are just because of your grace . I am an unworthy soul . It’s only your grace and nothing else.
Treasure to be cherished and etched in the memory of all seekers
Every step that I take if it’s not leading to you , I would rather not move.
Every breath that I take if it’s not in your name , I would rather not breathe.
Every action not done in and for your service, I would rather be still.
Every penny that I have , if it’s not going for your service, I would rather be penny less.
Every thought that I have , if it’s not yours I will be thoughtless.
Every Tapas I do , if it’s not leading to you . I would rather not Do.
Every text I read if it’s not leading me to you , I would rather not read
Every vision I see , if it’s not yours . I would rather not see.
Every word I hear if it’s not about you , I would rather be deaf.
Every words I speak, if it’s not about you I would rather be quiet.
Every thing I write , if it’s not leading to you. I would rather not write.
Every life I live , if it’s not for you . I would rather not live.
If attaining moksha is not leading to you , I would rather die like a slave.
